Thursday, 17 December 2020

POEMS READ AT LOUDTHOTZ POETRY OPEN READING SEASON 11 EPISODE 12 DRIVEN

OLOLADE RHEA

 

PAST DRIVEL  - Poem of the month

 I’m driven by hurt, the hurt of the past 

that silenced my mothers into for bitter for worse. 

I’m driven by the sounds from the walls that archived their cries 

while they labored to make meals even in active labor. 

 

I’m driven by anger, anger for the place reserved for her in the assembly of faith; 

Behind! and that’s why I raise my voice. 

I’m driven by energy, the energy that separates envy from jealousy 

And compliments not complaints. 

 

I’m driven by love, the love for my form, 

for the sinful beauty I’m regarded as. 

I’m driven by power, the power in femininity, 

The art of its simplicity and complexity. 

 

I’m driven by hunger, hunger for fame and wealth 

And hatred, hatred for drivel, that upholds phony morals,  

which should never see the light of another century. 

I’m driven by my yearning, for the God and for my Utopia.  

Ololade Rhea

 

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VILLANELLE: I FEEL MYSELF WAKING UP AGAIN

 

Goodness me, I feel myself waking up again

invading gray corners crammed with rotten mysteries,

from the dreadful joys that almost made me go insane;

 

Like a swarm of fiery fireflies, a wild tempest whizzed into my lane 

without a badge, forcefully knocking out mouldy memories.

Goodness me, I feel myself waking up again;

 

It turned out that I needed an unusual crusade within my domain,

a rigid steer through the year of concurrent discoveries 

from the dreadful joys that almost made me go insane.

 

When they hurl you, they don't just drop you halfway like Cain, 

the journey extends to the end of the road through tough theories; 

Goodness me, I feel myself waking up again

 

after such strange combats. Perhaps, spirits that spirited my den

to glow as bright as a sunflower – Rescuing my diaries

from the dreadful joys that almost made me go insane.  

 

Today, I'm exploring the unknown with a dogged faith. Amen!

Singing exotic melodies, psalms of recoveries; 

Goodness me, I feel myself waking up again

from the dreadful joys that almost made me go insane.

 

OLUWATOSIN OKUPA

 

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We Are Driven 

 

A cycle completed 

The end that heralds a new beginning 

Another opportunity to reflect in silence,

To feel the pulse beat of the universe

 

As the Gong adds another star

The red cap is strewn with feathers

A journey of life 

 

Emotions reflected as experiences are given form

Future plans made at the beginning 

Were driven west

By a crowned invisible warrior of its kind 

As its wild fire rages

Bringing its music and dance

From its ashes a new way of living

Evolution continues

 

For we are driven by

Hope, passion and love

 

Ifeanyi Okwosha

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THE SPEAKER

 

Taking the podium again,

I deploy my gusto.

Pacing back and forth the brightly lit stage,

I, redefine vigor.

Seamlessly flowing from my breath,

are words that defy my heart's state

 

Yet I speak.

With a charisma I have so mastered.

Wearing a lie suit,

I perform, over and again.

All the world is my stage

And I, a showman...

 

Once in in my own company.

I am many dark moods;

Unjoyed, sore and subdued.

The bruise on my conscience, bleeding.

The torment from my soul raging.

I snooze.

 

At dawn, the cock crows,

My heart quavers. Differently.

Today, I will not be bought,

Because his little image constantly hunts my mind.

I am determined.

I will tell my truth.

 

Again, I take the podium,

but without falsehood.

I stutter. My words are half baked,

but they resonate with my heart.

I see a white dove set free from his age long cage,

Not knowing how to fly again, but trying.

 

Yesterday at the podium, I stuttered.

Today at the podium I spoke fearfully.

Tomorrow at the podium, I would neither fear nor stutter, because,

That bird is me. 

I will speak and live my truth.

Therein lies true liberty.

In this, I am driven.

 

Vivian Chisom.

 

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Driven

Driven. Driven by the tides of life. Driven by

the days I shield myself from the sun with

tattered pieces of bandana & nights my pillow is

substituted with mama's arms. Driven by my

therapist's addiction to alprazolam. Driven

by father's praying palms. Driven by mother's

tears & sleepless nights. Driven by the 

times I plant a boll of torment in her garden. Driven

by love. Driven by sacrifice. Driven by my friend's

ability to swim while I drown. Driven by my

ex-girlfriend's lover's Benz. Driven by all the promises

I made. Driven by Plath. Driven by patience. Driven by

the girl who waited so long for me in the darkness. Driven by

Plath. Driven by the tears of yesteryear. Driven by the gas that fills

the air when mother cuts onions. Driven by the days of yore. Driven

by Plath hoping this poem is not too confessional. Driven. Driven. Driven.

 

Olaitan Humble

 

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DRIVEN

 

permit me to mention your name

       to the wind, let it carry my voice to the

farthest end of the earth. 

 

if so that happens

      everything and everyone shall have your name

be labell'd upon 

 

the trees shall make their babies in your name; 

         gently, they shall fall upon the face of the earth as the breeze blows 

       the rivers shall everyday spell your name in ripples; Ọ̀ṣun has never been so blessed 

and all -- all shall carry your name on a gold plate

 

 Yasmin,

on some morn, your love seems to me as a 

        dove -- calming the tempest from the night before 

on some night, your love seems to me as the 

         soft tune escaping your nesh touch from the piano board 

 

i am by your love driven:

     let's dance to the rhythm of the cackling fire tonight 

let my dark blood flow         

       into your red blood 

Our ancestors shall tonight awaken from the potence of the rare bloods that unite as one

 

this incense shall burn 

     as long as He holds the sky firm 

'cos it's filled with the scent of the geason lover.

 

 Tahirah M. Ogunsola

 

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DRIVEN: NOT ENOUGH

 

Tell me I’ve not done enough

If I’ve not done enough

With your tongue painting where

I stand doing “not enough”

Like a mural with unfinished edges.

 

Tell me I’ve not done

Enough

So next time I come in a shape

Speaking more about perfection.

 

With your words, your love,

Inspire me to do more

Than “not enough”

With your love, your care,

Drive me beyond what man

Calls boundaries.

 

 Kolade Olawale Kabir Àdèlé

 

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THE TRIP! 

 

Sitting here blank and dry

I am doing a drive through

On the back of my mind

Plain Crazy and arid lazy

 

Many questions on this stroll

Fear is taking her toll

Courage lost at the polls

Stuck in this dark and dreary hole

 

I paid my due

And got soaked by the morning dew

Kneeling in the pews

Lost and confused

 

Prayers and questions 

That's all I have

A heartful of petitions! 

And soul left to starve 

 

I will pray 

And I will stay 

Calm in the storm

Keeping my feet warm

I want to dance 

Yet my mind is numb

From the years of wrong doing 

Or so I think 

 

But today and beyond 

I stand by this fiery pond 

Like a fellow once driven 

Mad then gone Crazy

 

Yet grateful and delighted. 

That I took the drive!

On the back of my mind 

For today and Forever! 

 

Immanuel Unekwuojo Ogu 

 

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The Wheel (Readiness to Sail)

 

I plead with you to see a mode of life in our midst,

a mode of life stunted and distorted by your mode of thoughts

Recognize us as human beings like you do to your children

and plant our seeds of hope by the riverside,

I beseech

 

Having rode on a brown-skinny bulbous eye donkey down to the Aso Rock

only to calmly express our dire wants,

we ended up riding your punch after you roughshod 

over the brutalities and my worries wonder why exactly

our yabba dabba doo has now become booed by the ones who wooed us to vote

them in

 

Children of alpha-beta are off from school

as our no longer earth dwelling youths (but now dwellers in our hearts)

gushed innocent blood like the mystical free flow of

words from Moschitta

 

Their faces dodge our stumbled cries and their ears,

deaf to our humble calls

The ones you called woozy and lazy 

are now driven to disclaim that name and struggle

for a positive change 

  

If the nose assures us of its wickedness not to smell the wicked;

our brains are not dead to think aright,

likewise our hands, not stiff

to write

 

I plead with you to see a mode of life in our midst,

a mode of life stunted and distorted by your mode of thoughts

Recognize us as human beings like you want to be done to your children

and plant our seeds of hope by the riverside,

I beseech

 

“The Air. Jr.Drexmelody”

 Adegboyega Iyanuoluwa

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DRIVEN:

 

I am driven                    

to distraction 

Sadly driven

and not led

 

More cowherd

than shepherd

Every day has sufficient evil

And that is one stricture that

has not failed.

One day one trouble.

 

No wonder

I am distracted;

we are distracted.

 

We are distracted by being driven

to that place in a vehicle of overpromisers who underdeliver; mediocrities without any aspiration to excellence.

Falling short of any discernible standards

 

Distracted by civil servants who

act as uncivil masters and public servants with a private plotline;

A populace without

a logical centre and thus unable

to handle nuance and ambiguity.

 

Distracted by the fact that all

our lessons from the history we

no longer study in school, amounts to this-  that we will not learn from the good stories of others, but will continue to replicate our bad stories, whilst referencing and enjoying Singapore and Dubai

and Vietnam and Botswana.

 

By a generation that aspires to leadership not on the back of superior knowledge, plans and policies, but by riding the hobby horse of youth empowerment

and verbal vociferousness without commensurate policy positions

and plans; confessing ignorance

of a constitution that they purport to want to change.

 

Driven to hair pulling frustration,

if I had any to pull out;

Distracted to discombobulation;

Triggered to explosiveness-

By people who are rude, weak, bullies, timid and arrogant.

 

People who hold on to

our national patrimony and matrimony and keep the national cake to their 1 percent stake and the devil take the hindmost!

 

Driven in the final analysis to look out for Leaders who are strong, kind, bold, thoughtful, humble, proud

to serve and humourous without being foolish.

Channeling my inner Jim Rohn

to drive me on this Odyssian quest.

 

Andrew Whyte

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Song of a Father

 

Bri nothing drives a father

Than the thoughts of you,

Your tickling chuckles

The four teeth that make you more

Loveable than not.

Bri                       

 

Chisom

 

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