Saturday 10 September 2016

POEMS READ AT LOUDTHOTZ POETRY OPEN READING SEASON 7 EPISODE 9 LONGING



FEED ME – (poem of the month)

My soul is hungry 
And for this i long:
Your passion hot and spicy, 
Like Ghana shito on my Nigerian tongue.

Your love is a staple dish,
Grant this famished man a dying wish.
Let me unfoil your fears like husks of 
Delicious dorkunu,
And water Down your doubts with gulps 
Of sweet otinshinu.

Woman you taste like ewe poetry,
Each verse served with tomato gravy;
Your recipe is a soothing therapy,
Sate my hunger, heal my malady.

Oh feed me.
Feed me with your grace,
Grant me in your heart an eternal place,
And robust my lean spirit shall be.

Feed me with faith,
A hope for the beggar at the beautiful gate,
Give me peace;
A moment with you, a thousand years of bliss.

Feed me with your love,
That manna falling from above.
Give me your all for I am empty,
Let me eat on the table made by my enemy.

Please feed me,
Like the gentle heaven feeds roaring sea.
Grant me the honour, be my wife;
I crave for you, my bread of life.
INCREASE NATHANIEL
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FOOD FOR THOUGHT

Down the aisle she waltz, fluttering,
Radiant and ageless in white, dazzling.
Cast in beauty and innocence suffused,
And a face brimming brilliantly with smiles
That sets the sun into a jealous scorn,
The jewel of the town glided in grace
 With the confidence of a gurgling brook
 Displaying the knowledge of the path.
 Towards the priest and the grandiose altar
 Her charm ravaged like a joyful plague.

Prayers of heartfelt concern surged
From the congregation seated at the pews
 Billowing in pity as she walked up the path
 Worn out by the sole of her Cinderella shoes;
 “That she yanks off the white, blemished pale
  By the passing hands of time and frequent trips,
   Never again to walk the aisle except for communion.”
   The priest welcomed with a familiar smile
   And a kindred heart with the congregation.

Reception called and merriment rolled in.
Beer, like a river on the loose, flowed.
Wine, with it legendary subtle slyness
 And gladdening taste crept down,
 Delighting the tongue and belly on its cascading course.
 Delicacies with its fleets of flavour and aroma
 Cajoled the nostrils and palates into forgetfulness.
  The mind, lost and robbed of pious reasons,
  The tongue, lost in the sense of purpose,
   Both drowned in the pool of beer and wine.
   A belch is uttered in a lame attempt at redemption,
Prayers condemned beneath the weight of the delicacies.
They await another time, and another chance,
When their mouths would be called to service
ADETOBA
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WANTING DESIRE
All my life, I wanted desire
Longed for it; lunged for it
Like Marys bleeding heart
Pascal’s God shaped vacuum
The tree comprising the Kingdom
Creating a haven for the birds of the air
The Kingdom of God as a seed
Knowing that in the coming is life
The coming of desire which itself is a synonym
For the longing that brings transgression
Let no one blame God for their temptations
God has no shadow
No turning; no Parallage
He is constant as the star that He made
His longing is of a different colour
It does not draw off to sin, lust or love
It loves the joy of our espousal
Noting that time was when we followed
Him to the desert
Becoming an anthromorph
Expressing His love, longing, desire
In words less than divine.
Coming full circle to us
Learning, earning, yearning
Longing, desiring, hoping
Wanting, needing, expecting
Following Maslow or Freud
Adler or Jung
Themselves metaphors seeking explanation
In worlds of their own construct

Giving vent rather to a world without God
Minus the primal urge that is longing
Longing after divinity
Divine explanation
Divine expiation
An experimental, experimenting world
Where the final marking in red is spelt
In Qoheleths words, vanity; all vanity.
Far off from the innocent longing for a woman
The completing, bone connecting woman
For a man, the bone into body man
The longing for fulfilments and achievements
Sanctioned and sanctified; satisfying!
Ending with wanting desire
Which is a tree of life
Providing cover for the nations
Much like poetry of a certain kind.
ANDREW WHYTE
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LONGING
I want you
I need you
I crave for you
I mustn’t
I shouldn’t
I really shouldn’t
It will show with time
An inch there, a centimeter there
Then comes the guilt
Not quite like the psychotic disorders of the run-way girls
That drives them to anorexic, bulimic frenzies
Why must it be so?
How can something so loved
Be so bad to have
As often as I like
It’s an old wife’s tale
It’s not grounded on proper science
Or is it?
It’s all so confusing
Then…….
CNN settles it
Or was it BBC

It doesn’t matter
I heard it, I watched in glee
There it is, Yippee!
I can desire you
I can have you
I should, regularly, they say
To remove an inch there and a centimeter there
What is regular?
Once a day?
Twice a day?
Once a week?
It doesn’t matter
I will define my own “regular”
I will have you as regularly as I want
Without any apology, shame or guilt.
FUNMI EYEOYIBO
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WHEN I GROW OLD AND FEEBLE
And my limbs are weak
And my hair grey
With wrinkles around my neck
And my thoughts finally in search of a place to rest
My mind has known not an iota of rest since
Since the first time I came to terms with the reality of death
Every wink of my eye a pointer
Pointer to the direction
Always some place above the ground
Up and up went my eyes
Never for once looking to the ground
I remember once in my youth
When the woman who happened to be my vessel to this earthly plane
Called upon me to watch my pride
It not only stunned me
but sparked off a surge of reality
What pride could she be talking about
That I will only lie on rugs or mattress
Not to caress my ego
For I know the world would say so
But for the reality of pains
That follows such humility
Call it what you may
May I not find reasons to change my resolve
For my resting place must be well above ground
My longings are forever to those places on high.

ILUPEJU ADEBAYO
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RAVENS MIRACLE

I opened my heart
Where lies my brook?
Where are thou my Raven?
Our land is in FAMINE
Almost like that of the Israelites
I cried with millions
Wept for an ailing nation
Tubers of yam makes us yawn
Tomatoes puts us all in comatose
Bag of rice in crises
Garri soaking becomes a trend
I longed
I craved
For my Ravens miracle
I opened my heart again
Where lies my brook?
Where are thou my Raven
Raven miracle I seek
Elijah was treated to a royalty by Raven
Fetching him balance diet daily even in famine
He then drinks in a special brooks
Why not me God!!! I want my Raven miracle
Raven!!! Elijahs Raven
Raven !!! My own Raven
The creature with a shiny black feathers
Weird, mythical ...scary yet emit miracle
Smart, evil in disguise ... smells dark omen
Yet fetched Elijah three square meal
Largest in the crow family of birds
I opened again but not my heart
This time it is my mouth of hunger
Where lies my brook?
Where are thou my Raven?
Raven miracle I seek
My voice became stronger for Him to hear
He is my shepherd I shall not want
Even as young lions lack
And suffers hunger in anger
I shouted I shall not want
I receive by faith the word
And I started chewing
Pretending to be an Elijah
Behold, food was on my table
I found myself devouring chicken in full
On a table full of varieties of food to maw
But no one else was eating
They all looked hungry and fagged out
I got a disdainful eyeing...
I heard them hissing profusely
Yes, it was like that table prepared before David
The same table God prepared before his enemy
I got their message

They weren’t my friends
But there was more to go round
Why become selfish ...greedy
I beckoned to them without uttering a word
They swamped on me ... on the food
Then, someone tapped me on a long chair
Those bed-bug infested chairs ...
Brother Stephen... why are you snoring?
We are through with the service
Remember that fasting continues tomorrow
And bring along your Prophet offerings
The Lord be with you
The white-bearded man bid me bye
My mouth was still ajar
Finding expression for my thought



I opened my mouth again
Where lies my brook?
Where are thou my Raven
Ravens miracle I seek
The man came back with a stern look
His white beard stood akimbo
Bro. Stephen, lets I forget, next time
Please don’t finish all your chicken oooo
And stop shouting please...
Your Raven miracle you’ve eaten
Go home... for others are still trying to connect



It dawned on me painfully
Maybe I shouldn’t have beckoned to them to join me
Maybe...I would still be devouring the chicken alone
As I walk pass others on the mountain,
Many still longing for more from the fountain
Some still snoring on church mats

Communing with other bed-bugs and rats
One man was beckoning with his hands in his sleep
I ran towards him and held his hand
No, don’t call others I shouted
He woke up anyways
And dealt me a heavy slap
Why would you wake me up
My other cheek got adorned with another slap
Just like a proverbial Jesus Christ
I was signing a contract with some white men
And you held my pen and my hand
Again, my mouth was ajar
Expressionless... yet thoughtless
My heels took on me
Though still longing for my Raven’s miracle
But no more from Elijah ... for I am Bro. Stephen
Alayande Stephen T.
21st, August, 2016
A Story from the Sunday Service
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THAT LAZY BREEZY DAY

Labrador
At the door
Tapping insistence into the child
On the other side
Wooing expectation
With a wily tongue sticking out in allurement
And a whimper
A yearn for attention
Returned by a child in diaper
Standing at the door
On ringed limbs
Away from the table
Learning the trade
Of walking
And talking
Mumbling a response
To a friend shut out
Insistence acquired
He lets out a yell
Rattling the door to give way
Labrador lets out a yelp
Tapping the door to give way
She walks away from the dish
On the table
Grabs the minor in a diaper
And opens the door
To the Labrador
And the
Tiny
Wishing
Honey brewer
Draped in black and gold
Irritated by the wait
To taste the jam
Packed with nectar
The wait
For a palm and a paw
To express friendship
In a hug
And bam!
It hit her
For a waste of a moment
That vacuum made
In the space of time
Haaaah!
A bee’s sense of justice
Weird.

Chukwuemeka. September 8, 2016

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I BELIEVE 

In the rhythm of every poem
In the meanings embedded in every word
In the string of every bead and euphoria screams
In the crack of voices, the voices of soulful songs, songs of pain, tears, love and joys
I believe
In the tale found in the stories, relayed with mastered gestures and dropping jaws
In the strings of sweat and stamping of feet, to the dance and twist of joints
. . .In response to dried skin to spiritual beats
I believe in strokes, Splash, Splash of pigments and colours
In the reality and surrealism that capture more than pictures and tales more than real life
I believe
In the clicks of shutters that preserve memories we'll forever cherish
In the audacity we wear and the long strides we take in them
In the serenity and standstillism that comes with it
In the transformation and formation it commands.
I believe in arts.  .  .in life
MARY ELIYE

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THE RAINS
When the first sons of Oruku gathered
Plenty like when soap is lathered
Many like the dots on a leopard
The only thoughts in their heart layered
The only beats their heart garnered
Is the time of the rains

Yesterday ijenmuo spat on Oruku
That yesterday is now three moons
Yet no rains


The sons of Oruku  gathered
Faced ijenmuo and lost their courage
Ijenmuo is not man, ijenmuo is feared
His sons’ death came unprepared
Now Oruku must face his famous insidious temper

Twelve moons and counting
Oruku still panting
From the spit of ijenmuo
Still longing for the rains

The hardship of ijenmuos spit
Now tears secrets free
Blood flow blood flow
The sons of Oruku must bow
For the wrenching retribution of Ijenmuo
If they must see the rains again.
CHISOM
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BUILD MY GALLOWS

The signs
are everywhere
everyone
can see them
except me
because
they are written
all over
me.
I have been weighed
in the balance.

The wanton
scribbles
beautiful blasphemies
with blood
on the wall,
the seer's mind fails him.
He can't interpret,
He can't understand
again,
the language of memory.

He is drunk
with the wine of novelties
served from gourds
made from the skulls
of prophets
before him.
The sons
will do the time
for their father's crime;
their tomorrow
died yesterday.
The light
is gone out,
cursed are they
who are led
by their shadows.
 
But I’ll rather be led
by shadows
into
the meadows
where uncertainty
certainly waits.
 
For
like a Christ
longing to die
to save a world
that craves not to live,
so I long for you.
If only
to touch
the helm
of your garment,
and fall off the tapered-edge
of this flat earth.
 
They say
love
must be
given time
to ferment,
this wine is ready,
I have served the best first.
So tonight we drink
from the eyes
of the broken man.
 
Today
I found
a long rope
to hang
myself;
so tomorrow,
I only want you 
to build my gallows.
 
There is a city
in the eye of the needle
only the poor
like myself
can go in.
Watch
how I tread,
through the desert,
of course,
without a Carmel.

SOONEST