Friday 10 April 2020

POEMS READ AT LOUDTHOTZ POETRY OPEN READING SEASON 11 EPISODE 04 PROMISE

WINNER POEM OF THE MONTH - ERHIO OBODO




CLAIRE - (POEM OF THE MONTH)

My Sweet Air
I cannot promise you that from today
I will make all your pain go away
Neither can I promise that from tomorrow
I will rid your path of all sorrows
But throughout changing tides
I will be by your side
Together
We will face life's weather
We will laugh together
Cry together
Whine together
Argue if ever
Wherever
Forever
Always together
And if ever you need a little space
I will give you a few hours of grace
For you are my Air
And I am your sweet dear
Whatever it takes
Corrections and mistakes
Through thick and thin
Repentance and sin
Spilt milk and dry gin
I'll always be here.

I will be here
To guide you through the mire
To show you wrong from right
And how best to avoid a fight
I will be here
To share in your despair
When you discover just how low
An evil heart can go
I'll be here to share your pain
When others disappoint you again and again
When you discover how much vanity makes a man vain
Or when other people's shamelessness makes you feel ashamed
Through thick and thin
Repentance and sin
Corrections and mistakes
No matter how high the stakes
I will be here
For you are my Air
And I am your sweet dear

Words come easy they say
So with actions my feelings will be displayed
I will build bridges in the sky
Teach horses how to fly
There's nothing I wouldn't do
Just to convince you
I'll even nag you all day long
If ever I think you are wrong
And if it turns out I'm wrong
I'll sing you a thousand apology songs
So even though I can't predict tomorrow
I can wipe away yesterday's sorrow
By making you smile all through today
In my own special way
For you are my breath of fresh air
And I remain your sweet dear
And I'll always be here.
My darling Air

My Sweet Dear
You promised you'll always be here
But like smoke you vanished into thin air
You left behind too much space
Too many hours of grace
You climbed those bridges in the sky
Without even saying goodbye
Left alone in this cruel world
Without a sentence, phrase or word
I cry alone every night
Watering my pillow with all my might
You left me in mid flight
Now I am a lonely kite
Drifting through each day
Without you guiding my way
I thought it was unfair
You promised to be here
Instead you redefined sorrow
And took away tomorrow
Now I keep promises at bay
And live life just for today
Through thick and thin
Spilt milk and dry gin
I try to raise my chin
But I miss you my sweet dear
I hope you'll at least be there
When I too get to leave here
... Love Air


Erhio
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BY THE TIME WE ARE DONE WITH OURSELVES – (worthy of mention)

By the time the sun calls it a day
When the earth explodes in fits of rage
By the time suddenness takes over sullenness
When the gazes we avoid can no longer be found
Those sweet lies we told on the cheap
For which we are beckoned on to pay a heavy price
By time we are done with ourselves
Paid in kind for being cool when anger is expected
Left in the lurch saddled with the truth
By men you respected
By the time we are done with ourselves
Pulled by the hair
Dragged along on a journey
Failed promises made to love ones
 Because we are not returning
Those laughter that died before the teeth were opened
Those doors they taught they closed
When the insides were ovens
By the time we are done with ourselves
Loosening grips
Because emotions became reflex
Guilty trips
For minds which when they lived failed to reflect
Using smiles as a smokescreen
For cans we failed to carry
Tarrying behind
A resolve to not play your part
Before the party begins
By the time we are done with ourselves
Unable to roll our sleeves
Ready to work in the after hours
Ready to toil but left in a quagmire
You were the man they all admired
You carried their hopes
And fertilized it with deceit
They emptied their pockets
And your words became receipt
You were kin until you declared yourself king
You were lean
Till we became your harvests and you grew big
You were getting older but your soul got harder
You led the way to the pit
Victory to you is succumbing to defeat
By the time we are done with ourselves
Too loose
To be saddled with values
Too blind to see they are losing the battle
Remained static
Unfeeling
We left our rivers and started drinking blood
By the time we are done with ourselves
Left panting,
 There’s no one to separate a fight
Grappling in the dark
What shall we do without light
Greed held the reins and they could not pull together
Things fall apart
We laugh at the soft grip of the center
We called after our brothers but they had gone far
We could not make a wish while we faced a shooting star
By the time we are done with ourselves
When the skies proceed to the earth
And all around us becomes dark
When those who escaped
Are not saved from the anguish of those left behind
When we realized derisive laughter
Of chapters taught to be closed
Have always remained open
Those words from our tongues
Those deeds pushed forth by the desire of one
That pushed us all beyond the brink
This is what we have done to ourselves
Darkened faces, charred by smoke
Sudden ends to races, an aftermath of slit throats
Internally displaced persons being fed by rogues
The men to whom we swore oaths
Who reap harvests alone
Neighbors become mobs and we become food for their rage
We often know the truth but may choose to look the other way
We need names of the dead before deciding to weep
This is what we have done to ourselves…

Akeem Adetayo Oyalowo
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Give me a promise – (worthy of mention too)

Little children know to dance to the rhythm of the wind.

Blank minds guiding gentle torsos through peace,
holding on to the promise of a mother.                                                                   

Adonis, 

Give me laughter. 

Teach me the language of immortals.

Teach me to dance and guide my feet to rest.

Let us sing happiness a melody. 

With the moon as a witness, give me a promise.

Uche Amaobi
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THE INK THAT DIED
9

The worst place for a person to live is inside of another person.

There is usually never enough space to hold two different colours of shirt.

It's never possible for the senses to absorb the smell of a rose long enough

To tell which is supposed to ache and which is supposed to comfort


10

Pens were never meant to bleed

Thoughts were never meant to go to war

The sword became a coward

So now words are not afraid to draw blood.

Here I bury my tears, and hope it gives birth to something other than a corpse.


11

My body aches at different places

But for the same reason

The same reason why my heart aches

Is the same reason why my muscle aches

It's the same reason why the world aches 


12

With mornings come the beauty of newness

Clothing mountains in flattering auras

Bathing green meadows in golden rays of sunshine

Colours the stream into the eyeballs of Yemoja

All mornings come with the beauty of newness

Some just have dark clouds riding over them


13

By the pool side

The breeze is colder and cooler than usual

Brushing against my ears and making me regret again, why I didn't bring thicker clothes

Or have thicker skin

The breeze is cold yet not mean

Makes we wonder if I really need thicker clothings or thicker skin

When the mind is set aloft bodies of water

Everything suddenly starts to make sense


14


The green leaves bopping atop each other

Paying obeisance to the wind

The morning birds atop electric cables

Singing out their heart

The one that occasionally dives too low into the pool

As if to say I'm not afraid of the water

As if to say, I'd like to be the water

As if to say, when the melodies of the heart no longer ache, nowhere is large enough to be called home

As if to say, I'd rather be a body of water than draw another breathe


15

Sometimes sit by the poolside and read a good book

Wonder how many more words it would take to turn your reality into a fiction

Where new words like morning could erase the gloom of yesterday

Sometimes sit by the poolside

And wonder what it takes to swap places with a book
Ajijola Habeeb
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FLATLINE
 I’m a flatline
Don’t expect any promises from me
In the past
When my heart was still young and open
I Cleared the hurdles like a jumping horse
Cantered merrily in the arena to the applause of society’s approval
Wove in and out of love’s game
like a horse at pole bending
I am retiring from the wiles of love making
I don’t even have the energy for barrel racing
The adrenaline is gone
I’m done with the rodeo of love
I’ve thrown my saddle in

Kemibon

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WE DON'T WANT THEIR SHIT
Your words woke the dawn
galaxies came to dance
One, two, three, four
A second tenure
We still crave assurance
Now the killer is next door
We are taken prisoners of fate
Stay in, locked in
the house is the saviour
They say
our faith hangs on an unfair balance 
to hunger death 
They shouted
We hear killer has got a cure
Like pigs we are  favoured sons for the slaughter
Who will tell them that 
we are no longer the monkey,
that our dead cells are living now?
Who will dare to wave the flag
To halt these slave masters 
Make them swallow their shits?
Like hell they have repacked their proposition
They are giving us their men in white
But do we really need them here?
How can we believe their truth?

Chris N John

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VOWS AT SUNSET
in amazement of the continuous course of life. . .

At sunset, the world looks the most beautiful
and appeasive. With the sun disappearing
below the western horizon comes nightfall.
The color of sunset is one that speaks many words
of love and war.
To conquer love is to to win its war.

Sunset is when two distant lovers 
look up to the vault of the heavens
with feelings of saudade and jealousy
intertwined. They think of each other
and mutter quiet words
in the language
that only reds and yellows understand. Each
passing day they see reflections
of pale tints of hues
that wink with heartfelt romance
which robs them of their sanity.

Sunset is tenderly warm. Artists
carefully revel in its warmth
so they don't lose themselves in awe
of its half-finished canvas. Mothers
look out for their kids
at sunset so they don't lose their ways.

To lovers, sunsets are promises
waiting to be made, and promises 
are words to live by. Indeed
sunsets are reminders 
of mortality.

Olaitan Humble
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WHEN THIS IS ALL OVER

When our joy is no longer darkened by this scary evil
When we no longer wear our tempers on our sleeves
When there is no longer crying for wine in the streets
When our silence is no longer replaced by strange winds
When our resilience is no longer smashed to smithereens
When we no longer feel tired from doing practically nothing
When the menace in our heads is replaced by sound peace
When we no longer worry about every tiny itch in our throats
When our spirits no longer feel shackled and our core no longer shaken
When our world is no longer tethering on the edge of this circular chasm
When all of this is over, we are grabbing the next priest we see and saying ‘we do’.


Priscilla Ahaiwe
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PROMISE

It's been months since I left,
my dreams are about you each time I slept.
I've ever since pictured you in my mind,
but know that I'll be back in due time.

I've missed your voice,
which sounds like a singing bird.
I've missed your touch,
Which is sweet when felt.

Each hour, each minute and second,
during day and night,
I wished I could teleport,
or communicate through telepathy.

I'm missing your warm embrace,
I'm missing your sweet talks during the day.
I missed sleeping in your arms at night,
and wake up to the bloom of daylight.

I know it might be taking long,
thinking, either to wait or move on.
I know I've made you a promise,
only when I return, will I keep it
Chimezie Chibueze
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240 DAYS
Thoughts, Opinions and arguments 
14 Days slammed
Thoughts, opinions and arguments 
240 Days
Man omits the thoughts 
And commit to opinions and arguments 
240 Days
The thoughts are missing 
14 Days and counting
Action, looting and arguments 
240 Days
Yet nature looks and smile
Keep counting
240 Days
Parables or fables
Nature never lies. 

Ilupeju
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THE STRAYER

Sun blazing , on a summers day
Empty dreams in London streets lay

Beneath his black faded hat posed crisp hair
Vows broken nothing more to declare 

Thoughtless he gazed 
As vehicles advanced 

But as he glanced afar, off road 
Far in the crowds as sight lost its guide 

The sweet gaze died, then shadowy figures in the gloom came aboard 
A few wispy memories of childhood 

For a clearer gaze he walked down the lane
Scratching his unshaven African mane

Alas! it was an African sister 
Cleansing lavatories of an English blighter

Slowly she laboured in pain 
In her beautiful gown of  melanin 

The strayer strode to the African woman 
With a dispirited face, his eyes oozed with tears like river Jordan 

"How long have you been doing this, sister"?,the strayer asked.
"Since the days of my youth, I left home in search of greener pastures",replied the old lady.

They then held hands firmly
And she left the bloom lonely

Tears flowed from both ends
They couldn't hug, for the sake of their roots

"Get back to work, demanded the English blighter 
Strayer strode off, Fellowship was disbanded, her eyes left to glister 

She remained with pain and desire 
Memories of home, sitting around fire 

The strayer went with homecoming dreams to recall
God pity them both!and pity us all!

Shadrech Cayomble
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PROMISE

Give me your word says Son
Let it not blur in the wake of a resting sun
Though it flows freely like water beneath a sail
I would wait and keep watch that it does not make me wail

Give me your word says Don
In laughter and joy it would come when done
Though it’s poured forth in tears of blood
I would wait to wring from it all happiness by any odd

Give me your word says Hope
You would not let it linger I would hope
Though made in a moment not gay
I would wait by the waves and on knees pray

Give me your word says Doubt
You would lose it of this I have no doubt
Though now your eyes shine and hands shake in earnest need
I would wait for when you come again with failure at your feet or so you would plead

Give me your word says Time
Give me your word
Even though it’s but a sword
To forever keep and hold dear,
This is a promise I willingly bear
Abimbola Abayomi
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PROMISE

When the heart basks in ecstasy,
The lips dance in haste,
Thriving past the beats rhythm.
Behold! Words speak themselves
As they kiss the edge of the stamp.

The heart is gullible,
The mind is feeble,
Your words let be on a marble,
Everytime it will be traceable.
Lest, the end arrives lamentable.

I know a man, humble,
With many trusts in his hand, fumble,
The young and old rumble,
The walls of the city grumble,
His words die as he breathes, his lots tumble.

Words are as sweet as honey,
Words are as beautiful as roses,
Words are as hurtful as a dagger,
Words are egg, broken and not forgotten.
Words are life if they do not fail.

Listen before you speak,
Think before you act,
Be sure before you answer,
The heaven and earth witness,
Let your words not be vained but availed.

Olatunji S. Olufemi “Folat”

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PROMISE TO THE ONE

To the One I love.
I can’t catch a grenade for you,
as Bruno Mars.
Neither, do I have 30 billion naira
in my account like Davido.
But,
Stay with me like Sam Smith,
and we will fly over the moon,
like Dr Sid.

To the One I hate.
As in Joyce Meyer”s book,
" To live a happy life,let go of hate".
So, I free you.
Not just for you,
but for me also.
I wish you well, just as Joseph,
in the Holy Book.

To my friends.
Count on me, like,
one, two, three,
as in Bruno Mars song,
and I will be there.

We will waste no more time,
fighting against each other,
But, against the world,
We will fight.

To Death and Life.
Death!
Surely, we will meet.
But not today,
not in the near future.
Cos, Life and I have a business,
that lasts,
till a hundred years to come.
Until then,
we have no deal.
Joseph Amami
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WHY DIDST THOU PROMISE SUCH A BEAUTEOUS DAY 

After Shakespeare.

Friday, Father, health, luck, faith, for nothing, all have good, but why
is the good in good-bye so bad it didst
make me worry so much about what thou
art done, and are doing. Will you promise
not to linger in my temples with such
naked feet, gentle, tame, as cute as a
wild unicorn flying across beauteous
rainbows. Twenty times a better summer day?

Abby Tobiah Victory

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BREAKFAST

Breakfast comes with pops of sneezing
Giving birth to coughings of dry throat
Overnight fastings we fail to break it

Breakfast comes in atoms confusing
Sending people panic stricken
Streets lament we are now deserted

Lunch is served with self-distancing
Self-isolation now our watchword
Quarantine a trending appetizer

Dinner is served
Still alcohol sells like hotcake
Ice-cream, cold beer no one is taking
Office and schools in desolate lockdown

Dessert is served
Countries screaming and shouting
Gobbling food hundred degrees Celsius
To keep this crown from snuffing out lives

Prescription is served
Sanitizers turn expensive than red wine
Vitamin C to boost immunity
Quinine overdose suited with nose masks
Keeps the body right above balance

Prescription is served…
Internet begets education flying home
Virtual-planes have swallowed the media
Viral thoughts on virtual-planes
Spread its legs in travels faster than Covid
Ballooning the virus all unknowing
Prompting a fear that is unexpected
And all at once humanity halts

Corona make me a promise
You’ll solemnly stand by
At this great exit of your humble bow
We see signs of positivity
A new dawn is served.

© Sandra Achebe
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NOTE TO SELF


I want to get over it
I want to ignore it
I want to look it in the eye and gloat
But
Those were castles I built for me in the air.

Fed up I rushed towards it on a lone night
luckily i drowned 
but,
I also resurfaced.
I drowned again
but i didn't only resurface
I also got washed up.
*        *         *         *
Still living
with my heart now laying in the
   enclosed palm 
of the creator.
I now know how to filter them
Those words
Those actions,
For when he formed me
He formed me alone.

I am a lover of words and he is the word.
Out of his fullness, he spoke the word that transformed into the breath that gave me life.
Now I know why I lived again,
Now I know why I resurfaced and got washed up
Now I know why my personalities have gone mute
Now I know why I am writing this note to self
It's all about his word,
that word,
that unique word that endlessly refired when I planned to retire.

That word that ministered peace to the storm raging in the depth of my heart.
Those words written for me to acclaim.
Those words written page by page, chapters after chapters, books after books.
Those words revealed unto me like manna from above.
Those words that assembled themselves as a deep sentence engraved onto my soul,
Those words, "Peace Be Still".

Jesukorede Esther ©I Am AGEless

 

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 PROMISE

To love and nurture,
a mutually beneficial future
To give and receive,
as equal and opposite 
Our covenant
It seems you have reneged? 
Your phenotype is now strange
Summer is now cold
As winter is a blizzard stronghold
Rain is now harmattan's companion 
My mouth in awe of such a strange union
But uou have always been faithful:
What I give you, 
you paid me back in full

Olumide Soyemi 

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THE PROMISE

The promised day, a thousand years.
A star, a twinkle in the constellation filled with fulfillments.
Our clock is ticking.
We are guests with so many visits.
The vines in the vineyard ripens,
Reaping season now follows.
In the heart of seedlings,
Where;
Despair, anger, avarice, jealousy, hate may …
Or;
Hope, joy, peace, faith, love may…
Home is what we make of it.

The river runs red as the red moon emerges
We kneel in times of great uncertainties,
Jubilate in times of joyful fulfillments.
Events will forever arise
Like the waking of the morning, after the rule of the night
The joy of a mother after the pain of labour
A gift of another hope
To nurture
To dream again
A fulfillment of a journey through time.

Ifeanyi Okwosha
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NAMASTE
What if time stands still?
And all we have to smile for
Remains the moment
Strung between us.
What if love is all we have?
To hold on to
When nothing remains
As we bid off
While holding our breath.
What if odyssey exists?
Only in illusory vision
What we had was apercu
Swirling us in twirls
Till we become the lie
We try to elude
In haste of judgement
We never see
What we set out to see.
What if we’re the dream?
We dream to forget
The apparition that exists
In shadowy crevices
The blithe we hold
When cloudy mists
Threaten our vision
To unleash its bowels
On our gaunt, frail souls.
What if no difference exists?
Between the conscious
And unconscious
As we struggle awake
While still asleep.
What if the end we detest?
Holds the bliss we lust
And the beginning we cherish
Holds the end we abhor.
What if all we ever have is
Droplets of goodbye?

Scattered fleeting moments
Of existential facades
Merciful angel
Goading us further
Into straddled gait.
What if all there is
Is willful Namaste?
Strutted in willful reality.
KUNLE ILUPEJU

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ON A TIMELY ROAD

We ride in time
In a cold machine
On a road in life

We have fragile breaks
No mirrors
No horns
And many blindspots

Our engine is old
It's fuel is new and we fight 
To reach the good place
In our warm dreams

What's on the road ahead?
The glass is blurry.
We don't know.
Perhaps an antelope crossing
Or a lorry passing by.

Should we move fast or slow? 
Because we don't know if we are lost
And we don't know if we are wrong

The lorry is far
And the car speeds closer
Just when we try
Try to slow down at a curve 
Of our desire,
We crash into the lorry.
But the lorry doesn't slam us.

Abiola Bonuola
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PLEDGES TO RETURN 

Cracked creak old walls
Oozing its dust.
Swaying to hop,
Something vanished as being perceived.
Falsehood flaunted
Creaming every building
To fame frailty.

Every souls yelled,
To mourn the dread dust 
Departure in banter.
Weighing the loss is no better 
But a lot matters.

Sapient could express in taunts. 
Knowing every building 
Is whelmed with frailty.
A bugbear to make believability 
To strand across all possibility.
None could stand worthy,
All staggering, crumbling. 

The dust is bitter dirt to buildings.
When it came, made no taste.
Yet thee; adopt not its chaste.
Twas wiped,
As it weep in pledges 
To return - if thee;
Buildings has been contrived
To make way for its sooth.

Inumidun mulero “midun”

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PROMISES:

Some were billed
for the promised land 
Not all got there
For some it remained an unfulfillable promise.

Others were invited
to the land of promises.
Many did not pick up the tab as they were mostly unaware that in Milosz' words they could ask for the city to last.
They could ask by speaking a word.
They could ask for the Nations as an inheritance and bend them to their will.

But they did not
They could not
They did not know
They could have known; should have known, if only they had read the testament,
the covenants and
the extant probate documents.

The one who does not read is as bad as the one who cannot read. No, the one who does not read is worse, because can and wouldn't, is infinitely worse than can and therefore, didn't 

To the point- Promises!
The fake ones made by a few, some, many, most, all politicians.
The Trumpian ones which should not have been made because offending against natural justice and affection, but made and ostensibly kept.

The threats which really ought to have been promises and which if kept might have preserved the lives of the sons of prophets and great deliverers of their people
As with Absalom, Ahitophel, Onan and Ammon
All they needed was someone to keep the promise of parents.
Someone to say no

Someone to keep the promise of Nationhood
A promise already in breach because based on a lie that we the people gave something that we didn't give; we couldn't have given; we were not allowed to give!

Andrew Whyte
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 ONGOING

PROMISE

We were in our prime full of promises of life envied by immortal but lived only by few mortals

Promises of life devoid of the stinks from the bleached heart of humans beyond the sea

We hold promises that promise to blossom far beyond the setting of the sun,, full of smiles,, even with wrinkles envied by youth

Until he came from Wu -An blowing breezes of death and like the leaves in winter our promises blown away

Marcus Michael